ALIVE OR DEAD


She..a Nameless Girl, 18, Lying under the blanket, trying hard to acutify the pain.. She was feeling absolutely nothing.. "No matter if I don't mean anything to the world..I mean the world to Him.."-She used to think till last night..

With him, She discovered Post-millennial world and herself.. She offset the dangers of the routes to arrive at her destination.. Her Destination was Him.. She never knew that something else also lies between Happiness and Grief, "The Priorities"..

She loved so hard that Her feelings Couldn't fade.. She helped him when he was in need.. Little did he know, She sold everything she had..
She slept for an hour or two.. She was awake but she didn't feel like coming out of the bed.. She was wondering how to stop the Sun rays entering her room..they were trying to bring her back from her silly thoughts which was a kind of disturbance for the girl who was fighting with her own life.. She knew, Memories had a deadline.. she wouldn't be allowed to think of him after a period of time.. She wondered what if people ask what had happened between Them..
"Everything that you perceive can't be expressed.. Feelings are mostly personal.."
It was already 10..


Deeply distraught, She woke up to face her scariest nightmare..
He was already gone.. He took her Beautiful Smile with him.. She wore a fake one..
Talking to herself, pretending to be strong, She resurrected herself.. Still, the Life never stops..
"Once again, a wave had come and swept away the life.. This time, the wave was Freedom.. Willingly or Unwillingly, She accepted and lived..Dying inside but alive for the world.."

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